Maggie Bear has made it home!

Maggie Bear came!! She is beautiful! When the post man put the box in my arms I knew it was her. I said God is this heavy.. then it hit me like a ton of bricks. The reality of it set it.. the "weight" of it. I ran to the kitchen cut the box open, held the bear, and sobbed. I called Hayden , and told him that Maggie Bear had came. He was squealing with delight, and so excited hold her. I drove across town to pick him up, and his reaction was so cute.. He said WHOA she is heabby. He was so happy. I can't wait to see what Don reaction to her will be. I sat in the chair, and put her on my chest one of the regrets that I had from the hospital, and I could feel the sadness melt away. :)