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I was doing so well, and thought the Christmas season would pass by without me going into a major funk. Well, I thought wrong! The past couple of days all I have done is cry. I think the shooting of all those little angels triggered it. Every time I think of what those families are going through I relive having to bury Maggie. Ugh! I feel so lonely.. late afternoons/ nights are terrible. :(

Merry Christmas!!

Hey guys it has been awhile. I just wanted to pop on, and let everyone know I am doing great! School, is going good, and my home life is busy, busy, busy. I still have an occasional bad day, where all I want to do is cry, but for the most part I am happy. I never thought that I would get my smile back, be able to joke around, or tell Maggie's story with out sobbing. It is possible!! I still have a long road ahead of me, but I am here to tell you that there is light along the tunnel :)
                 Maggie's head stone had been placed, and we decorated around it for Christmas!! We also found a huge white butterfly ornament to put on the tree, and hung a stocking for her. She is here in everything that we do. I will try to get some pictures posted of all of her things. Happy Holidays, and Merry Christmas everyone!  May you find the peace you need this Holiday season!